Poems by Agona Apell

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Et tu, mama?

What makes you human without your limbs,
Human without your nose and toes –
What makes you human without your ears
Makes the unborn me human without your form.
Yes, it’s my essence, not form, which counts:
Be not liberal in defining gender yet conservative
in defining life.

By one sentence do mass killings in the world
and womb begin:
“They don’t look like us and don’t act like us:
they’re not human.”
Today, I heard hushed voices say so – then
came a sharp pain.
How I wished sweet mum or the doctor would
I little knew they were here and directed the attack.

“Et tu, mama? Et tu, doctor?” Dying words, I uttered.
“Your life is not good for ours,” they said.
Out of my cradle they forced me and whisked me
past the world into the grave.
“It’s my body, my choices,” I heard mum say.
Yet I challenge not what she does with her body but
with mine:
It’s “my body, my choices” after all, in this her world.

My flesh is aborted but not my voice; lend it your lips,
for mine are gone.
Then, perhaps, the unborn shall like the dead rest in
peace some day:
Not belittled, not assaulted, shielded with concrete
and taboos…
Behind me gut microbes swarm and play where side
by side we formerly lay.
Now mum’s cuddly flesh they enjoy better than me —
They must think they’re her babies and me the

Adult-shy perverts
Minor Attracted Persons — your new name?
Your old name you soiled with the pain of minors —
In our eyes, of course, not your shameless ones —
Now you’re on the prowl in search of new cover
To cloak your grim lust in white dove plumage.
We have no new names for the children we lost:
Beverly, Megan, Ashley — we still call them so.
Nor have we new names for their rapists and killers:
paedophiles you remain.

Minor Attracted Persons — your new name?
‘Adult-shy perverts’ is a better fit, we think.
You’re not attracted to minors but to morbid
That provoke fightback from adults your size.
So off to cribs you go, there to stuff yourself
And ply a helpless child with your sexual filth.
Then gathering allies in her playpen, you slyly
plot impunity —
Impunity in litigation, impunity in legislation.
Soon you resume your vile hunt, pricking your
ears at gender reveals
While inwardly you wallow in fantasies of abuse.

Minor Attracted Persons — your new name?
Minors name their near and dear: mama, tata,
nana they call us –
Is it them who suggested your name change?
Like serpents your old skin you oft shed
But to fangs and a forked tongue cling.
So, your gloss of skin conceals nought – by
tongue and fang we know you.
Now you’re up and about and I hear you hiss:
“Only the flesh of minors will quench me, only
your minors will do!”
Your end will soon come with a Trojan kid —
One who bears your mortal dread: adults your size.

Rainbows in Vegas

Like a drop of the rainbow

A mother arches herself over her stricken child,

A man arches himself over his prostrate wife,

And a stranger arches himself over another.


Rainbows in a hailstorm, they all are,

Bringing out their best colors

To hold back the hail of bullets

That but for them would rip another:

The killer sought to see red

Yet from heroes and heroines alike

Came the rainbow through his gun sight.


Wheezing past the bullets

Were ambulances and wheelbarrows,

Taxis and foot angels–

All in search of succor for the wounded, the dying…

Nowhere, though, did I see the gun laws:

While the rainbow flew at half mast,

They remained asleep and aloof.


Perfect in Defect

To fly strong with broken wings,

To wax eloquent with but a pinch of words,

To race into hearts and history with one leg less—

These make the truest tales of perfection,

The highest perfection under Heaven:

To be perfect in defect.


Be not tarried by the sight, sound, or feel of a flaw:

No! Truest perfection never lay in the absence of


But in their impotence

When we will them down from hurdle to puddle

As we hop and drop till goal we reach.


Born with a tombstone

We walk about the earth tethered to our tombstones;

Not once do we ever break loose.

Like a fish hooked on a slack line

We do for a while roam quite free,

Oblivious to the grip of the noose.

But sooner or later the final hour cometh

When death’s black hand reaches forth

And reels us in while we shriek and squirm,

Afraid to board the lidded boat

That all our days stood moored at the grey tombstone.


Soon it’ll sink to its final destination

And lie still beneath the waves of time,

A boat full of treasure over a lifetime gained:

The great thoughts, the rich values, the glowing dreams…

A thousand years hence the question will be asked:

To where sailed this boat when this headstone it struck

And sunk into the earth laden with treasure?


Leave not that question to posterity

Nor its answer to tongue-tied epitaphs,

But each day ask to where sails your boat with the

treasure you are

And loudly answer now before you’re a force to fossil


It’s paving- not tomb-stones that shall capture my story,

The tale of my sail on life’s rough seas

From its beginnings at home

To its end in a storm

That’ll wreck my boat on my tombstone

That somewhere lurks like an iceberg menace.


Black Lives

When a man stepped out his childhood home,

Planting a brave foot in the open world

Not an age, not a generation, not a world ago,

There breathed and burned in him hope

Shared with mama’s receding figure,

Frozen in prayer by the doorpost to his back,

That his way he would make through the mild wild

That law and claw both make the world

With flesh unmarred by scratch or patch.


“You’ll keep out of trouble if you behave yourself,”

she would advise.

That, sure, was the wisdom of her world,

Her old world now long gone,

When the law was still a genuine ass,

Not a chameleon in ass skin

That turns deathly black when around blacks

And pristine white when around whites.


Black or white, all will rue the loss of that world

When a man was safe if he behaved himself.

Now he’ll only keep out of trouble

If he behaves himself,

The police behave themselves,

And court behaves itself.


The 3 G’s of a girl

The 3 G’s of a teen girl, I had them all: guys, garb,

and games!

I looked with warmth upon their flow through my


But with dread at the day when to the big G of my

nightmares they would turn: ghosts!

And one by one they did

When the hands of the clock with a mighty broom

Did slowly sweep them away.

The guys,

The garb,

And the games

From the grasp of my fortunes fled

Like leaves from autumn boughs shed.


Now with their ghosts alone I live.

Not shy ghosts as of my childhood—

The wispy souls bereft of flesh

That hid away in attics and cellars—

But the bold ghosts of day dreams

Sprung from the chambers of memory

To haunt scenes where I yearn to see their flesh


And pair again with the broken world in their wake

That I now with leaden substitutes inhabit.


By the cracks of my world I await that return,

And there in the meantime sweet fantasy looses

her angels

In playfields, playrooms, & playthings

To quell one by one the spectral eruptions of memory

they conjure.

But only to my ghost they lend their wings

To fly out to the world of my dreams

Where I find in the flesh the guys, garb, & games of yore.

Thus only as ghost and flesh do we nowadays meet:

When to me they come through memory

And when their visits I return through fantasy.


Immigrants & Neighbours: The Dirty Duo

At the national picket of the unhappy

I see large crooked coins

Hoisted like placards above the irate crowd.

On the first face, I see immigrants & owls embossed,

And on the second, snakes & neighbors.

It’s the coin they toss

To divine the wellspring of troubles

That every day beset this broken nation.

It turns at every toss to land first face up

When crime is up and jobs down.

The oracle, I know, holds the second face in reserve

To deploy on that day to come

When the homeland is rid of strange hairs and noses

But crime is still up and about

And jobs still down and out.


Yes, when immigrants are gone it’ll be neighbors in the dock

Taking blame for all national ills.

History will stand witness

As the whips and stones that now descend on immigrants

To break their bones and spirit

Give way to tanks and missiles

Sent forth to break bone and spirit

Across the trampled borders

To the east, west, and south

Previously crossed by immigrants

But now crossed by armies.


Wisdom beckons to the clueless right

But her call they will not heed.

With glee they hasten to their likes across the border,

Carrying their precious coins in tow

With which they purchase glib excuses

To explain away all national failure.

How little they know that when their deed is done

And all immigrants gone

We’ll be back to war, war, war

As of yore,

When the homeland had not strange hairs and noses

To take away from neighbors the blame for national ills.


My horse for a kingdom?

I rode to power on a Midwest horse,

Bearing amongst the feathers in my cap this terse brief

from my broken people:

To lay waste to the irksome order

That home and abroad now prevails.

Strained voices break out in the valley below

And many more in the world across the seas

Bidding me to dismount at once

And move to saddle the global kingdom

Of Reagan, Roosevelt, Clinton, …

That now is mine to ride.


Yet this very kingdom I came to crush;

My Midwest horse, I wouldn’t trade for it!

In her neighs, I hear a nay

Forbidding me to consider the bargain.

Her counsel I think I’ll heed

For between the two, she’s the easier to ride.

A horse that trots on cheap lies

Or a kingdom that floats on costly allies–

That’s the question I now confront.


Anti-war correspondent

At the start of the next war,

While the headlines scream “war, war, war”,

Go fit a lens to your gun’s barrel

And a reel of film in its magazine.

It would be a better war—don’t you agree?—

If all the innocents soon to face your gun

Froze in a pose

Anticipating the shots to come:

Shots of them, I mean,

Not shots at them!


When the order comes to open fire

That’ll be the time to peer through your gun sight

Ready to take to the field of battle

And go clicking away

At the follies of men in war,

The corporate vultures circling above,

And all the lies, lies, lies about the war.

For where blood spills,

There truth must spill too;

But oft in war, it’s the pills we get

To cloud our eyes and dim our minds.


Then, perhaps, we’ll someday learn

Why our boys and girls who march forth to war

Never do really as of old return.

The heroes of a thousand battles

Retreat to a thousand bottles

At the doctor’s and the barman’s.

Who we call survivors

And whom we call casualties

Their fates ultimately come equal:

One falls in the battlefield,

The other in the bottle-field—

But fall they all do, they all do, O lord!


The Promised Office

When darkness falls on the fortunes of men


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